new experience today. (Y)

i'll be stronger next time. ^^v

i never thought i'd get THAT nervous.

probably cos i wanted it too badly. =/

& under such circumstances you suddenly realise you can do so much more than you think you can.

i don't know if i'm disappointed with my performance,

or disappointed with myself for getting so nervous.

i think it's the latter.

despite me shaking so hard and starting off about a key or two higher,

i did it.

& i'm really quite happy now that i think bout it again. =)

yea that was definitely my best for now.

so i'm satisfied.

i know i'm not someone with an amazing voice.

neither am i someone who's really attractive looking.

but

i'm gonna be a singer.

that's what i want to be.

so yea it only makes sense that i sing at an audition.

so i know that at least i did it.

& next time.

2 weeks later..

ㅋㅋ ^^v

cos i feel it doesn't make sense to go again doing the same thing.

so yea. =)

& ahh i'm really looking forward to this choreo~

too dope. ahaha ^^v

just started thinking bout it last night and i've been getting excited. heh.

晚安 大家~ 잘 자~