feels kind of weird to be able to come home straight after school.
everyday.
from today onwards.
and knowing that i'm not ponning anything.
heh.

i'll miss cca. really.
though half the time i'm really just pissed off with people.
and 不爽ing here and there.
and i probably pissed many people off also. lol.

but this one whole year and slightly more i was in this cca.
i learnt a lot. made many friends.
or rather i have many more people to talk to in school.
and this cca was really what made me like school so much more.

i feel really lucky. really.
to be able to get to know people like them.
the seniors. my batchmates. my juniors.
(though not each and every one of them. heh.)
people who really are passionate bout dance.
people who give their all for the love of dance.
blood sweat and tears literally.
to show others who they are and what they've got.
to gain respect from others who look down on this cca and dance.
to want to do better. and become better.
as a dancer and as a person.

i'm really proud of them. really.
and i'm really proud to say that i'm part of.
eh no now it's 'was' part of this cca.

you know.
during dance night.
sitting backstage and watching all of them on stage.
lights and everyone's eyes on them.
and watching them dance really quite well.
there was this feeling in me.
i dunno what kind of feeling.
but yeah. =)

it's quite sad that i never really was that involved in the cca.
not always appearing.
and declining really quite many performances.
heh. 自己的原则还是得守的说.
but i never had any regrets.
and it was a great experience.
it's one of those memories you won't want to forget.
and you know there'll be more to come eventhough everything's officially come to an end.

thankyou streeters. for everything. really. =)
yeah i seldom say street.
dunno. dun like leh.
i prefer saying dance. cos street like doesn't make any sense leh.
but yarh. i <3 street. =)

like what the seniors say.
once you're in this cca. you'll always be part of the cca.
they say we'll never see the last of them.
the juniors will never see the last of us either.
lol.

although we're the third batch.
it feels as if we're the second.
never ever see the pioneer batch one leh.
like only saw them once during our streetnight. -.-
aiyarh nevermind anyway. i don't really want to know them.
i mean if they don't ever appear it's not worth my time getting to know them also what right. ahaha.

and i think after dancenight.
though i really dunno why also.
but i feel like 放心 hand over to the j1s liao.
they're ready. =)


dancenight next year! =DD
annoying teachers dare cancel it i kill them.

and if they screw up the cca i'll kill them too.
ahh everyone already wants to anyway.
lol.


it's the end.
really the end.

time to study. =/
i'll start erh soon. heh.

goodnight people.