no prac tomorrow!!
ahahahahahaha. =D

i want to house but i think michael's not around. =/


i still think dance night's gonna be damn screwed.
though the fusion item has at least something now.
3 weeks left and like only a quater of the whole dance's been taught.
wth.
for the other items also actually.
like all still damn not done.

i really don't want to do dance night.
maybe cos i don't want to be part of a bloody screwed up production.
maybe cos i'm performing with people i don't know and very not used to seeing.
maybe cos i've to perform something i don't usually do. or rather can't do.
which is also kind of why i've got a reason to stay in that item.
cos it's something different. and i guess it will be a good experience for me.
and i need to learn to 适应. to these kind of things.
yeah.


oh. one thing i need to learn.
i realised from ora.
cannot let audience affect me.
when the audience sian i also sian one. =/
which is really a very serious problem. argh.
and i realised i'll only feel high and really look high when i see my partner(s). as in the person(s) performing with me. dunno why leh.
yarh unless the audience is high larh. then i'll be high throughout.
hmm.


dun need to go school early on monday mornings liao.
the message the school sent sounded quite funny. lol.
but anyway. that means i must go econs remedial. -.-
damn. 3.30 on fridays. when i end school at 11.30. -.-
but nevermind. not many weeks left to end of term.
and there'll probably be pracs on fridays so i need to stay anyway.
argh. can't wait for cca to end.

i'm kind of back on track with my work already.
like one tutorial ahead. for math and physics.
and i should go study econs. tomorrow.
=)


you know i realised.
when you're damn busy.
you suddenly feel like there's a lot more things you can be damn happy bout.
like ending pracs before it gets dark.
getting to sleep between classes/before pracs. even if it's for 10-15min.
having a day when you can go home straight after school. even if your lesson ends at like 5pm.
reaching home late but still having time to do some work. even if it's only 20min.
getting home and having a shower.
stuff like that. yarh.

ah this term seriously damn busy. -.-
tiring. zzz.
i shall go sleep now.

see what time i'll get out of bed tomorrow. lol.
good night people.


btw. 我真的很喜欢拍照.

and 我也真的超欣赏炎亚纶.


random.