lol didn't get into orange's item.
i dunno why but i actually expected this.
and i'm actually not disappointed.
i mean i thought i'd be.
eh..

i actually think i'm more bothered bout why i always screw up auditions than bout if i get in or not.

but i wanna know why leh. really.
if it's like what i think then yarh i think it's fine can totally understand.
but if it's cos i screwed up the auditions arh i'll be damn sian.
pissed off with myself larh everytime screw up auditions one leh.
walao. what's wrong with me. aahhhhh. -.-
like how everytime when videoing i'll screw up. -.-
damn irritating leh.
eh but can't be cos i screw up what cos i think a lot of people screw up more than me. from what they said larh. lol didn't really watch.

collaboration item? =/
i really think i'll just end up getting damn pissed off with them and not want to do it.
if i get in larh.


sometimes i really think it's not fair.
no i'm not complaining.
i mean why would i when i've already got considerably more opportunities then others.
but i just don't like it to work this way.
why must these things always be like that. -.-

maybe i'm just damn suay. -.-


anyway right.
i really should practise freestyling.

yarh then everytime i say liao never do anything. heh. =/


yay can't wait for street camp. =D
actually i dunno why. ahaha.

you know i'm quite glad i joined this cca though people always piss me off.
i'm now doing things i never thought i would have.
choreoing teaching performing. with people i never used to dance with.
and i actually give my opinions on things. try to fight for stuff.
lead. considered?
quite amazing actually when i think bout it.


为什么相机都不能拍到星星? =(
最近天空都好美. =)


oh U for econs. -.-
not bad leh considering i didn't do so much i still got 31%.
which means if i read that few questions correctly i could have passed.
erh high S at least.
so yarh from now on must read questions properly! -.-

i need to study more really. =/