i wanted to blog bout this yesterday but i was lazy. heh.

i seriously cannot stand this whole euthanasia (if it's spelt correctly) debate thing.
in rg we discussed it for philo. and not only once.
i think 2-3 times.
then for english also got.
then we did again for gp in rj.
and now we're doing it for gsc.
wth.
i cannot stand it aahhhhhh.
walao. i don't get why people so free to debate whether suicide ethical or not.
why not spend that time to live their lives better. kns.
maybe i'm just 逃避ing. but it makes sense doesn't it.
rather than spending time debating bout death why not use that time to do more meaningful stuff.

like how i can't stand those conversations bout how time passes so fast.
know time pass fast still waste time talking bout how time passes so fast.
-.- wth.


and today's post:

i've been sleeping quite late these few days.
like 11+ -.-
dunno what i've been doing also.
been feeling damn free. lol.
maybe cos i've been completing my tutorials ahead of time. =D
(except for econs but not totally my fault the topic haven't teach finish yet. yarh partly cos i don't understand. heh.)

i think i just have something against teachers.
why are they all so damn bloody irritating.
actually i'm fine with them really as long they don't piss me off.
i think the only teacher i've been okay with so far in rj is my econs tutor.
yesterday the physics tutor pissed me off.
so now i'm not as okay with him as i used to be.
and today my math tutor pissed me off.
but i already didn't like her since i dunno when so no diff.
kns.

anyway.
had cca erh informal orientation thing today.
damn funny omg laugh till 肚子痛 really.
hahaha.
but i still think this cca damn screwed up.
oh well.
their 损失. ahaha. not mine.

after their danceworks prac
(yarh i was bored so i stayed for fun)
went for dinner with jianing. =) lol.
walking around j8 talking bout random stuffs quite fun arh. haha.

yarh anyway i'm still quite glad i joined this cca.
got more people to talk to in school. lol.
and i never thought i'd be in the same cca as my primary school classmate.
whom i never really talked to last time.
never thought my sec 1&2 classmate whom i never really talked to last time also would become my good friend.
(erh as in she's my good friend but i dunno if i'm her good friend arh. i don't assume one. haha.)
quite cool arh.
dance.
=D

dunno. it somehow just occured to me when i was on the way back home just now.

okay time to sleep.
actually that was long ago. lol.
damn tired good nite bye.

--
595 days.

you know sometimes i get damn scared.
i'm afraid time will take everything away.
afraid that i'll slowly forget.
and one day i'll forget everything.

i wish i could see you more often.
wish you were here.

still missing you a lot a lot a lot.