i was so glad the seniors were in school today. =D
miss them a lot really.

oh. went to the new studio today.
now rj got two dance studios. =D
but we probably still won't get to use them much.
since there's modern and chinese dance. -.-
anyway. damn long never lie in the middle of no where on the studio floor already.
爽. hahaha.

i can't imagine what's gonna happen when the j1s come in.
i hope i'll be able to do something.

i hope i'll have nice juniors.
i'm like damn excited. haha.
first time i'm actually experiencing this whole cca thing.
last time swimming was like everyone already knows everyone
seniors/juniors no difference one. so boring. -.-

sometimes i really dunno what my batchmates are thinking. -.-
not all larh. but definitely most.
the way they behave. i wonder why they joined in the first place.
please don't let all the juniors be like that too.
if not this cca really die liao.


and sometimes. or rather all the time.
i wish i could speak better.
yarh i know not people's fault for not listening to me.
they probably don't understand what i'm saying.
my fault for not being able to speak properly.
sometimes i don't even understand what i'm saying myself.

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and yea i guess i've sorted everything out already.
i'm ready to start dancing again.
i'm just kind of lazy to go back. lol.

i dunno why but there's just this problem i have with myself.
happens every 1 or 2 years.
and i take some time to sort things out with myself. so i disappear.
just so happens that this time i took a longer time.
and just so happens that it happened at a time it shouldn't have.
and hopefully it doesn't happen again.
i've a feeling it won't happen within these few years at least.
cos first time i actually resolved the problem. haha. =D

if anyone still comes here at all.
sorry for suddenly disappearing so long. if it still matters to you people.
like i said before. there's nothing wrong with everyone.
there's just something wrong with me.
for everything that happened before.
i owe you people a lot of explanations.
yarh if it still matters to you people i can explain everything.
or rather if i still matter to you people.
and i can totally understand if i don't matter anymore.

if anyone gets what i'm saying. =/
anyway yarh sorry.
and sorry that the sorry came so late. lol.

sorry loretta.
sorry limin.

=)

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i dunno why.
just felt like blogging today.
blogging alot. lol.

the temperature in my room ranges from 26-30 degrees.
my room is still very neat. =D
and it's quite cold at night leh when i sleep.
i didn't know 27 degrees got so cold.

i still haven't finished my homework.
dun feel like doing at all leh.
=/

and why is open house on a friday?! -.-
sw's i'm referring to.
start in the afternoon some more. -.-
on a friday. why friday. -.-

..
i can't think of anymore stuff to blog about already.
=(

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woah the post looks damn long.
lol.


really damn sleepy liao.
i should go sleep now.

hungry. -.-