you know i really hate it when people talk about deaths.
not so much the topic. just how they talk about it.
like if someone tells someone that someone just passed away, then the person will be like "HUH?!" but that's not the point. the point is that they keep emphasizing how shocking it is.
but what's so shocking when the cause is usually like cancer or some other sickness or just old age.
deaths are meant to happen. and no it's not shocking anymore when you already see it coming.
"it came as a shock" yarh only if you see the person fine the day before and you receive the news the next day that he/she left.

ah nevermind don't really know how to put it.
just stop trying to emphasize to me how shocking it is COS IT'S NOT.


and you know i realised that after uncle's death it seems like many more deaths are happening. as in i hear about more and more. probably it's just that i never realised before that.


oh and one of my uncle's diagnosed with lung cancer i think.
hope he'll get well soon.
no i'm not close to him my family's too big for me to be close to everyone.
but he's my uncle anyway.
so yarh get well soon 四舅舅.


i had a damn funny convo with jerhsuan just now lol.
he opened convo with me and went

jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
yoz
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
A level now right ! hehehehe
寧zayn¨ says:
lol next year larh
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
eh
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
???
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
thought you were having prelim ?
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
you having promo ah ?
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
lol
寧zayn¨ says:
promo what. haha
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
wait wait
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
ahaah
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
I thouht you JC2 leh
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
you only J 1 ah ?
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
lol
寧zayn¨ says:
lol yarh
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
chey
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
ahhaha
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
then thouhgt J1 to J2 got the test
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
ahhaha
寧zayn¨ says:
huh?
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
lol
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
oh
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
maybe I am too old ... system changes
jer hsuan ..undefined line of equation ...far proximity says:
lol

lol.

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506 days.
missing you a lot.