recently i've been thinking about 偶像s.
thinking about who exactly are my 偶像s now.
for me to know.
dunno leh i feel like it's qute important.
well to me at least. =)
and if people ask.


almost 6 years ago liao,
i got to know my first 偶像.
as in 明星 kind of 偶像.
yup. 56.
and all the way till i think 2 years ago it was still 56 and 乔家.
as 乔家's numbers kept fluctuating and everything.

then in 2006 there was superband

then i started dancing more and more
and lost touch with everything.
and that period of time i thought.
i liked what i was doing, i was having fun.
and i wanted to do well.
actually i don't remember what i was thinking.
i just somehow, lost touch with everything else.
yarh.

till sometime last year i think.
there was 星光大道.
and that was so damn inspiring.
it reminded me
about all the other stuffs i lost touch with for i guess about 1 year but felt damn long.
i thought about
what i wanna do.
and what was doing then.

things changed a little.
but i still danced as much.

then this year there were so many opportunities dance-wise.
so i continued dancing even harder than before.
then recently i stopped and thought.
less than 2 months ago i think.
about what i've been doing.
did i really like what i was doing like i thought i did.

and the conclusion's obvious.


i suddenly realised.
i've been too carried away with dance.
neglecting everything else.
neglecting everyone else.
and neglecting myself.

these few weeks i think i've found what i really want.
and i'm leading the kind of life i've been waiting for.
that's been waiting for me.

and i'm happy.
everyday.
i've been really happy.
especially this week.
and i think last week too.
=D


so yarh my 偶像s.

56.
because of them i realised who i am and what i want.
they taught me about me.
so much about life.
i grew up.
along with them all these years.
=)

星光帮 & 萧敬藤 (basically people from the first season)
if more specifically,
林宥嘉, 周定纬, 杨宗纬, 萧敬藤
their dreams and how they worked so hard.
all the bonds formed and everything.
was really really inspiring.
yup. =)

and the few more recent ones,

F.I.R. (not a lot of 感触 yet though =/)
just really good music they make.
and 他们对音乐的坚持.
=)

周杰伦
how he does so well in everything he's interested in.
how his 作品s are always so amazing.
need i say more?
真的很屌.
and yea i wanna be like him.
=)

罗志祥
somewhat like 56,
the working really hard to be who they are now.
and quite a lot of other stuff i can't really think of how to put them now.
maybe cos i'm hungry and sleepy.
and also cos i just got to know him a little not too long ago.

oh and there's still Soul and the rest of the superbands. (first season of cos)
and i guess i needn't say more bout them either. =)


okay that's all for now.
i want to sleep.
that's quite a long post. heh.
-.- damn hungry.