just watched last week's 星光3 (ch56 one)
and i'm damn sad now
cos 杨成祥's out.
(and i don't even know if his name is correct =/)
really damn sad larh. =(


oh and i got 灵感!
yeah it's gonna be so good.
兴奋的ㄟ.
i'm just writing it down so i remember i've got something to do.
heh.



and this was meant to be few days ago but i was lazy.

i realised i've wasted so much time.
481 days. (as of today)
lying to myself.
and i really wonder what i was doing.
trying so hard.
maybe too hard.
要受人家的气还要让他们开心.
when i knew time would slowly take everything away.
and i was so sure.
and i guess i never thought about that till recently.
i realised everyone's probably forgot.
everything.

i really did like dance so much.
and no it was not cos of everyone.
it was cos of some people and someone.
actually just three people.
that was being happy.

then everything changed.
gradually.

there's probably only the two of us left.


--
481 days.

you know today my pe teacher treated us milo. lol.
and i thought about you. =) if you remember.

missing you.