i don't see the point of blaming people/things.
if anyone realised, i don't like to and i never do.


something i like about school.
teachers.
they really do care and believe in us.
at least my teachers do.
and yeah all the more i want to and have to do well.
for myself of course.
and for my parents.
and for them.

and for you.


感觉好像回到从前的我.
很快乐. 真的.

但有时候, 真的不知道自己在干嘛.
而我又有什么能力干嘛？

ㄏ.

一直觉得说,
不说, 就代表自己很能控制.
但好像不是吧.
是压力太大了吗？

我.
又懂得什么是压力？


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485 days.
真的好想你.